Wednesday, February 15, 2006

siradaki lutfen! next plizzzzzzz!

gecen hafta hirsiz girmeye kalkti evime. joan of arc'ligima leke surmedim... korkmadim yani. eger dedikleri gibi erkekligin onda dokuzu kacmaksa, joa'liginki de korkmamak. i was joan of arc. i was not scared.

sonra oglum yine hastalandi. anneligin onda dokuzu da cocugun yanindayken sogukkanli olmak. o da tamam. as a mother i had to be calm and do all that is necessary all by myself. well, of course i did.

aksam eve geldim, still trying to leave the office and workload behind me. what was that noise? did i hear some water running? bingo! the water heater was sick and tired of carrying so much water inside so it decided to let it go. i arrived just on time. otherwise the water would find its way to other rooms as well. at first i thought "i'm either a very bad person and god is punishing me or i am soooooo damn good that he's testing me again and again." then i realized that was not a very nice idea. "ok," i said, "maybe i should call my son here and tell him that we've got a new swimming pool! we could spend some nice time here!" that idea wasn't any better tabii. sonra hemen ise koyuldum. found some buckets, got some pieces of cloth, bu arada took a break and prepared meal for my son but the water was still running! 60 liters of water! sonra anladim ki ben bir salagim. telefon orada, tesisatcinin numarasi da var! Tanrim, gercekten salagim! i called the plumber. he said he'd arrive in half an hour. then i started waiting. sular akar, deliler bakar hesabi, ben termosifona baktim, o da "ne bakiyon lan" diye daha da fazla su puskurtmeye basladi. then the plumber came and said "you turned the main valve off, didn't you?" salagim demistim di mi? "hayir" dedim "ben durmadan yer sildim, ben sildim o islandi, ben sildim o islandi." adam cok guldu tabii. "iyi" dedim, "bir daha termosifonun kazani patlarsa en azindan ilk is olarak ne yapacagimi biliyorum." to tell the truth, i was annoyed. this just was not a good time for another trouble. anyway, olan oldu, there's nothing to do.

bundan sonra da her sey olabilir. buzdolabi bozulabilir, dusup bacagimi filan kirabilirim...

hicbir sey, ama hicbir sey oglumun gozlerinde kaybettigim cocukluk kadar aci ve korku vermiyor...

i'm losing it. my abi is right to say that i'm worrying for something that has not happened yet and that is not certain to happen. but i'm a mother and mothers know everything. di mi kingsley?

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