Vata-Pitta! That's me galiba!

Time for a change sanirim. i feel like some things are surrounding me while some are leaving. let's hope it's all for good. change is good indeed. degismek... ama herakleitos'un dedigi gibi dogal akis icindeki surekli degisimi kastetmiyorum. surekli olanin icinde olan ama aslinda onun suregiden ozelliklerinden farkli oldugu besbelli olan bir degisim. ne cok "olmak" lafi gecti degil mi bir cumlede? ama aslında yasamimizin ozeti de bu olabilir mi? "olmak". simply "to be". and to be aware of it. oruc aruoba'nin bir kitabinin adiydi "olan". hatta o kitapta soyle der:

orada misin -
pirildadigin yerde?
burada misin -
dusunuldugun yerde?

yeni kesiflerin esigindeyim sanki. there's so much waiting to be discovered. or maybe it's not discovery, it's just remembering. not a journey to the past. i like the idea of past and history, evet. and probably i'm not good at consciously transforming the knowledge of the past into the present time. but i don't want any more journeys. i want to change the things that take me there. degistirmeliyim... degisim sadece benim icimde degil, esyalarima kadar her seyde olmali belki de.

peki vata-pitta ne? i've started reading a book on ayurveda. there is a test in the book to find out what your "dosha" is. life energy yani. there are three of them vata, pitta and kapha. each represents a different focus and is located in different parts of the body. the book says everybody has three of these doshas but usually one is dominant. sometimes you have two dominant doshas. and rarely three of them. it seems mine is vata-pitta. yani i'm active, talkative, slender (which is obviously untrue!), friendly, talented for intellectual activities, resilient to cold (another untrue point), and energetic. bilmem artik. obviously they change from person to person. madem ki 3 doshamiz var, herkeste farkli kombinasyonlar olabilir sanirim. eger doshalarinizin normal dengesi degisirse -ki ozellikle cevresel etkiler sonucunda degisiyor- o zaman fiziksel ve ruhsal sorunlar basliyor.

simdilik sadece zan uzerine yaziyorum cunku daha cok yeni basladim bunlari okumaya. but there are two things that interested me the most: Birincisi tasavvufta da gordugumuz "birlik" durumu. ayurveda ogretisine gore de hersey "bir". kozmos'ta olan hersey birbiriyle baglantili cunku ayni gucun, ayni yaraticinin parcalari. ve bunlarin birinde bile bir sorun olursa tum evren bundan az ya da cok etkileniyor. yani everything is connected as a dear friend says:) digeri ise dusunce yapinizi olumluya yonelterek yaydiginiz pozitif enerjiyle cevrenizdeki enerjiyi de pozitife cevirme olasiligi. i know i'm not saying anything new for many of you. i simply hope to receive some more positive energy;-)

i'm just trying to learn. and help would be very much appreciated:))))